|Posted by mamato2 on December 10, 2010 at 5:35 PM|
Yep, 2 weeks from today and Christmas Eve will be upon us. Before that there is a party at church, In laws Christmas, cookie baking day, and the annual Christmas Eve Eve party. Then there is Christmas Eve at my Mom's. It will have every food that is my favorite times 100. If by some huge freak of nature I survive with out crashing and burning we move on to New Years Eve which is snackfest 2010.
Wow! Kinda scares me. Not scares me like oh my I may come off the holidays with a 2 pound gain? Just scares me like what if I fall off and never get back up? Or scares me like what if I do get through these holidays this year with no damage done? Is this what I have to look forward to the rest of my life? Dreading in a weird sense the times that are happiest because I may not behave myself? I feel like a serial(no pun intended) killer lurking in a desserted parking garage, lol. Like that urge will always be there and at any unknown minute it may get the better of me and ruin my life.
Ok, so that was a lot of drama, but like anyone read this anyway, lol. I just like going back and reviewing my feelings sometimes. For the record I lost 1.6 today. That leaves me with 14.6 to get to the doc's goal. Then I will be free at meetings after 6 weeks. Woohoo for free. Then I can move on to deciding where I want to end up for the long run.
I am liking Points Plus. The free fruit is real nice. I even went to Baker's Square and had an 18 point piece of caramel, pecan french silk supreme pie with that loss. Of course I almost fell over when I saw that, but I guess it all worked out.
I got a cleaning tip of 50 dollars yesterday. I spent it on fresh goceries. I got Zima super sweet tomatoes, sweet tiny pears, cutie oranges, chicken breast and stuff like that. I am excited to have it in the house. Being broke is hard to keep produce.
We are cooking out tonight since it is a heat wave of high 20's here. Hamburgers and sweet potatoes for me. Yummy!