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Back in the saddle again.

Posted by mamato2 on July 20, 2012 at 10:05 PM

  It has been some rough months weight wise.  I would gain ten pounds, get 7 or 8 off, then gain 12 just to lose 5.  Up and down till finally I got so sad it was only up, up and up.  

  I have felt so ashamed and embarrassed.  I know I am not the first person to gain their weight back.  I never went into this thinking, nope, not me.  Never going to gain mine back.  I am a realist.  I knew I would probably be in this spot someday.  I have friends and family with a lot less to keep off that told me it would be a struggle and  believed them.  All I had to hope with was that it took me so long to lose that maybe I had made some of the habits permanent. 

   I see from the number on the scale that I did not make many of them permanent.  However, I did make some of them life changes, and I am proud of those.  I still like to make healthy meals.  I don't bring a lot of junk into the house.  These have helped.  It is the binges and emotional eating that  battle and lose to.  I think it is safe to say I will always battle these.

  However, I stopped it before I had it all back on AND I am NOT giving up.  I went back to my meetings, and I am trying my hardest.  Now I may keep gaining and gain it all back.  I have no idea, but I will keep trying this time.  Time till tell, but I feel hopeful.  I will post back soon. :)

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